Thursday, January 15, 2009

I don't mind restrictions or if you're blacking out the friction. Its just an escape, its overrated anyway

So i never thought that i would see the day when i would actually be happy to go back to my classes. I've definitely enjoyed my break, but now that i'm back in northridge i find it hard to know what to do with myself... i can only plan out so much of my day... ha ha and i don't have any more House MD. dvds to catch up on. Great show.

I took my veganism to the next level today and actually baked. The dough was really really dry and wasn't holding together so i was sure they were goners... but they actually turned out alright. Everyone liked them. But although they're healthier than most other cookies, i don't think it means i should go ahead and eat 20. Jk i only at 2 and that was more than enough. i had really felt like i was missing something on this vegan kick as its hard to find vegan chocolate much less good vegan baked goods that don't break the bank. So i was baking today while dancing around the kitchen to Girl Talk and i loved it. it reminded me of how much fun  New Years had been. So i've spent all day listening to Girl Talk and Death Cab for Cutie's "the photo album". i think it's my favorite.

I've been doing a lot of looking online for new clothes to wear after i lose some more weight. I'm really excited and hopefully i can afford them ha ha.

So Brittany has made me become a fan of Neutral Milk Hotel... and this is her favorite song and i am quickly seeing why

the aeroplane over the sea - neutral milk hotel

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round the sun
What a beautiful dream
That could flash on the screen
In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
Soft and sweet
Let me hold it close and keep it here with me, me

And one day we will die
And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea
But for now we are young
Let us lay in the sun
And count every beautiful thing we can see
Love to be
In the arms of all I'm keeping here with me, me

What a curious life we have found here tonight
There is music that sounds from the street
There are lights in the clouds
Anne's ghost all around
Hear her voice as it's rolling and ringing through me
Soft and sweet
How the notes all bend and reach above the trees, trees

Now how I remember you
How I would push my fingers through
Your mouth to make those muscles move
That made your voice so smooth and sweet
Now we keep where we don't know
All secrets sleep in winters clothes
With one you loved so long ago
Now he don't even know his name

What a beautiful face
I have found in this place
That is circling all round' the sun
And when we meet on a cloud
I'll be laughing out loud
I'll be laughing with everyone I see
Can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all

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