And if you prefer coffee, well you can go die in a hole

ha ha charlie, the english guy from Bath on youtube, totally makes being sick a little bit more bearable. So i don't have much to talk about. But i feel the need to update you all a bit, as i stay up until 2 am watching late night with jimmy fallon and finishing "open city", at the same time. It only works because i was only half paying attention to jimmy fallon while reading italian subtitles.

haha so for all of you who don't already know, driving miss brittany is an amazing blog and she's super cute. She drives and talks to you at the same time, which should probably be illegal. ha ha so check her out for me. you'll love her. i promise

http://drivingmissbrittany.blogspot.com/2009/03/slacker.html

So it's been oddly cold here lately. i'm so cold for being a california girl and it's a little sad really because as i moan and complain about it to my other friends, they laugh, roll their eyes, and say "yeah well it was 9 F here today". But it's been raining here a bit lately and i finally found THE BEST spot in the house after living here for 7 months. ha ha. There are some couches in out study room and i just sit in the corner with some blankets and nobody ever goes in there so it's like my own little haven.

so i'm watchng this little documentary thing on Robert Francis. and he seems pretty damn interesting. so i'm going to use him as my lyric musician tonight. he's kinda folksy, but i like it actually. check him out also. woo hoo tonight is like recomendation night or something. ( i couldnt find lyrics to the song one by one, so little girl is the substitute)

ha ha oh btw i must say how stoked i am for the NO DOUBT tour!!! i bought my tickets for bakersfield with Paramore and The Sounds. The last 2 are pretty much the reason i'm going. I spent $186.05 on 2 tickets. EEEEEKKK!!! but so worth it... hopefully. Also i found out it is possible to rent a car if you're under 25. You just need to use a certain rental agency. Enterprise does it.

Little Girl - Robert Francis

You said you want to be outside and you want to feel alive
I said I didnt want to move I just wanted to survive
So I sit here waiting for the sun to come
And I watched it rise like wed never done

I want to kill myself just to kill all the pain
But then youd know youd feel like youre the one to blame
You were just too young and just too smart
Probably the best candidate for a broken heart

Rock and roll my little girl
Rock and roll in your big big world

Rock and roll my little girl
Rock and roll in your big big world

In a drunken state I call your name
From the bottom of my soul to the blood in my veins
Those days in the car when I couldnt pull through
You sang to me and all I wanted was you

I cant seem to do anything right anymore
How the days are so long and the nights are a blur
I want you to know that Ill always be the only one there
While you listen to his heartbeat 
While he runs his hands through your hair

Rock and roll my little girl
Rock and roll in your big big world

Each day he works past the 9 to 5
Tell me tell me how does he know if youre even still alive
You made a portrait of myself and it made me cry
And through all the tears I lost I looked myself in the eye

What kind of man have I become that I have to let this go
Fate has made a fool of me Ill reap now what I sow
We were just two people alike indignity
Felt the ancient grudge to the mutiny of me

And I guess this is where well end our scene
Where my civil blood leaves my seething hands unclean

Rock and roll my little girl
Rock and roll in your big big world