Grad schools are stressing THE FUCK outta me. You have no idea. I feel like NONE of the schools i'll be applying to will accept me. There are even some i'm not applying to because i don't come anywhere close to the requirements. I feel like i failed myself those first 3 years @ moorpark. But who knows, maybe if i don't get in anywhere i'll take 2 years off and take some classes because i'll be more motivated and put some money aside.
i'll be in NYC/NJ in 2 month time. Thank god. I feel like something needs to go right, not that i deserve it, but if something could go right, i might not be so tense and feeling like my world is about to fall apart.
99.99999% of the time i would say i could care less about the killers. personally i have nothing for them and nothing against them. But there is one song i have a slight obsession for: Under the Gun. not sure why it's so catchy and hopefully you all don't think i've sold out my musical taste. i really haven't. i stumbled upon this song after b gave me her itunes library and i kinda got hooked.
She's got her halo and wings
Hidden under his eyes
But she's an angel for sure
She just can't stop telling lies
But it's too late for his love
Already caught in a trap
His angel's kiss was a joke
And she is not coming back
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Yeah she's got a criminal mind
He's got a reason to pray
His life is under the gun
He's got to hold every day
Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Again and again
Hidden under his eyes
But she's an angel for sure
She just can't stop telling lies
But it's too late for his love
Already caught in a trap
His angel's kiss was a joke
And she is not coming back
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Yeah she's got a criminal mind
He's got a reason to pray
His life is under the gun
He's got to hold every day
Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Again and again
no pictures tonight... to much studying and stressing to get back to. ughhh... next time though i promise. Now onto getting me that mcflurry...
2 comments:
Your schooling system in the US system confuses me? Are'nt you already at university? whats grad school!
You'll be fine btw
it's ok don't feel so confused. there are different types of degrees you can get in the US. (not sure how NZ works but it might be simialr)
Undergraduate
first 2 years = AA (associate of the arts degree) usually completed at a community college. If you go to a university you usually skip this process and go straight for...
B.A. (bachelor of the arts degree) depending on your major there is also a BS (bachelor of sciences( usually for like mathematics for biology those sorts of majors
Graduate
MA (Masters of the Arts) and the is an MS masters of the sciences. Grad school isn't usual pursued unless you want to be liek a psychologist or something that requires a PhD. It requires another 2 years on top of your BA which is 4 years.
PhD (philosophy doctorate) highest degree you can get. Takes 8 years of post high school education. Usually graduate degrees are research based meaning at the end of them you present major papers on a thesis or research you have completed in all these years.
But of course there is always the Medical School or Law School... but both are pursued only after completing a BA or BS usually in a related field. Hope this clears up anything and sorry if it only creates more confusion.
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