Monday, February 2, 2009

And there's so much you could learn but you don't want to know

So it hasn't been very long since my last log... but when you've been sick for going on 5 days, it all seems like a long time.

In those 5 days I have,

1. come down with some sort of virus at the same time as my housemate anthony

2.  learned that Jake, John, and Kaitlin ( look use of the oxford comma!!!) may be coming out for the summer

3.  decided to go vegan until the end of the school year with the exception that once a week i get to have sushi. and i ate sushi last night... and it was fabulous!!! spicy shrimp was WAY spicier than i've ever had... but still delicious ( I LOVE SUSHI)

4. learned/noticed that surprisingly, i know more guys with man boobs bigger than my breasts than i know girls with breasts bigger than me. 

5. started whitening my teeth again. i stopped after like day 5 last time, because the strips were doing some crazy shit to my gums that made them hurt REAL bad, so we're trying them again now, because i have noticed that i really really really need to whiten my teeth

6. also considered buying a car. I looked into a vespa but they're way more expensive than i thought (for the ones that can go on the freeway atleast) plus, if friends visit over the summer, i need a way to drive them around. 

7. found chloriseptic spray and Halls defense citrus cough lozanges are like the loves of my life. atleast right now

8. become addicted to youtube. Hey when you're sick for the whole duration of no class period and yet you have a ton of reading to do, what would you do? that's correct. you would ditch the reading, go on youtube and waste countless hours subscribbing to interesting people with vlogs... btw Julia Nunes and i believe his name is CARLIEISSOOOOOOCOOL are my 2 favorites to follow

9. had my pet peeve of people adding water to the hand soap reaffirmed. Trust me, i catch you doing it, i'll have your head. There is plenty of soap under the sink!!!!! Its not a big fucking problem until you start adding water!!!

10. started becoming a little bit more of a healthy person by taking cal/mag tabs, synthroid, iron and all other good for you pills like vitamin C, which its a little too late for, but hey, prevention can never start too early for next time eh?

ha ha right... ok.. so i now must go take off these whitening strips and get ready for dance class in about 2 hours. i love you all. I've been home alone for like 4 hours. Le Sigh... ha ha 

Almost forgot...song lyrics!!!

The Trapeze Swinger - Iron and Wine

Please, remember me
Happily
By the rosebush laughing
With bruises on my chin
The time when
We counted every black car passing
Your house beneath the hill
And up until
Someone caught us in the kitchen
With maps, a mountain range,
A piggy bank
A vision too removed to mention
But

Please, remember me
Fondly
I heard from someone you're still pretty
And then
They went on to say
That the pearly gates
Had some eloquent graffiti
Like 'We'll meet again'
And 'Fuck the man'
And 'Tell my mother not to worry'
And angels with their gray
Handshakes
Were always done in such a hurry
And

Please, remember me
At Halloween
Making fools of all the neighbors
Our faces painted white
By midnight
We'd forgotten one another
And when the morning came
I was ashamed
Only now it seems so silly
That season left the world
And then returned
And now you're lit up by the city
So

Please, remember me
Mistakenly
In the window of the tallest tower call
Then pass us by
But much too high
To see the empty road at happy hour
Leave and resonate
Just like the gates
Around the holy kingdom
With words like 'Lost and Found' and 'Don't Look Down'
And 'Someone Save Temptation'
And

Please, remember me
As in the dream
We had as rug-burned babies
Among the fallen trees
And fast asleep
Aside the lions and the ladies
That called you what you like
And even might
Give a gift for your behavior
A fleeting chance to see
A trapeze
Swing as high as any savior
But

Please, remember me
My misery
And how it lost me all I wanted
Those dogs that love the rain
And chasing trains
The colored birds above there running
In circles round the well
And where it spells
On the wall behind St. Peter's
So bright with cinder gray
And spray paint
'Who the hell can see forever?'
And

Please, remember me
Seldomly
In the car behind the carnival
My hand between your knees
You turn from me
And said 'The trapeze act was wonderful
But never meant to last'
The clown that passed
Saw me just come up with anger
When it filled with circus dogs
The parking lot
Had an element of danger
So

Please, remember me
Finally
And all my uphill clawing
My dear
But if i make
The pearly gates
Do my best to make a drawing
Of God and Lucifer
A boy and girl
An angel kissin on a sinner
A monkey and a man
A marching band
All around the frightened trapeze swingers

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